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Chapter One

Cecelia

The first time I got in trouble for fighting with a boy, I was six.

I don’t really recall much about it—kindergarten memories aren’t super clear—but I do know his name was Logan Brisbane and he pulled my cousin Vega’s hair.

My older brother Silas, who was also on the playground at the time with his fourth-grade class, certainly remembers what went down that day, and gets a big kick out of retelling it. Apparently, I kicked a soccer ball in Logan’s face before pushing him down and sitting on him.

The next time I had to fight a boy was in second grade. I’d really gotten in trouble then, like sent to the principal’s office and suspended from school trouble. And, okay, I did give the kid a pretty bad bloody nose, but I maintain to this day that he deserved it for calling my other cousin Ash a ‘cry-baby freak.’

As hazy as most elementary school memories are, I can very clearly recall the fear I felt when my parents came in to talk to the principal. Later that evening I’d overheard them telling my aunts and uncles about it. Dad had been laughing but Mom just seemed tired. “I thought having a baby girl might be more chill after all those boys, but I swear, she’s the most stressful one yet.”

I managed to keep my little fists to myself for a couple years—which maybe had more to do with the fact that kids were scared of me after that and knew not to mess with me or my cousins. But in fifth grade, my good behavior streak came to an abrupt end. Noah Giles, who lived down the street from us, decided his new favorite activity was making my life miserable. He tripped me in the hallway, made fun of my “boy clothes”, and knocked my art assignment off my desk, ruining three days of work.

But it wasn’t until he stole my soccer ball and popped it that I finally had enough. I waited for him at the bike racks after school and proceeded to push him down and take his backpack—which I emptied onto the ground before pouring the red paint I’d stolen from the art room all over his belongings. It hadn’t helped that he hit his head on his bike pedal when he went down, scraping his eyebrow and causing him to bleed pretty good.

When I last saw him at our high school graduation, he still had a scar over his eyebrow.

“She’s absolutely feral,” my second oldest brother Will had said, laughing with my dad and Silas.

“The teacher told us the kid has a huge crush on her,” Dad had said, not bothering to hide his grin. “Apparently he’s been acting like a little shit to get her attention.”

“Jesus,” Will had groaned. “Can you imagine what she’ll be like as a teenager? The boys in this town are in so much trouble.”

At least one person in our family didn’t think it was very funny—my oldest brother Wyatt. Wyatt is technically my half-brother, and my mom had him when she was really young, making him a full-grown adult by the time I reached elementary school. But even with our age gap, we were really close. I idolized Wyatt.

Which is why I took our conversation to heart. “CeCe,” he’d told me, voice serious. “I want to make sure you understand this—no one gets a pass for picking on you and treating you badly. Any adult who says it’s fine for a boy to be mean to you just because he has a crush is full of shit. That’s trash behavior, and you don’t have to put up with it. Never, ever take shit from any boy.”

Then he’d taught me how to really throw a punch, “just in case.”

That stayed with me over the years. I did get a lot better at controlling my temper, so there weren’t as many opportunities for school yard fights, but the whole ‘never take shit from any boy’ thing? Yeah, pretty much my life motto.

And that motto is roaring in my ears right now as I glare daggers at the absolute asshole who had the nerve to make my cousin Violet cry at this fucking Kappa Sig frat party.

“Can we just go?” she asks, tugging on my arm. “I want to get out of here.”

I turn to gape at her. “Your boyfriend is like, six feet away with his tongue down another girl’s throat. And you want to leave? Without kicking his ass?”

She wipes at her leaky eyes. “He isn’t really my boyfriend. We were just hanging out.” She cuts off when I release a low growl. “Okay, I thought it was more than that, but clearly I was mistaken, so let’s just go.”

I turn back to the dickwad, narrowing my eyes as he appears to eat the poor girl’s face. “Could he have any less class?” I mutter. “He’s in a room full of people and he’s acting like this?”

“CeCe,” she moans. “Please. Let’s go.”

“Without confronting him?” I snap. “Absolutely not. I’m going to superglue his dick to his jeans.”

“Oooh,” a singsong voice trills beside me, and I feel a familiar pair of arms wrap around me. Our cousin Vega has joined us. “Is CeCe about to go all badass on someone?”

I shake off Vega’s arms and point across the room. She goes still next to me. “Is that—”

“Travis,” I snarl and hear another pathetic little sob from Violet behind me. It only increases my rage.

“Oh, sweetie,” Vega cries, turning to Violet and wrapping her arms around her instead. “I’m so sorry. What an asshole!”

I’m relieved Vega is here, and I’m sure Violet is as well. Out of our group, I am definitely not the soft and comforting one. I’m more the take-names-and-kick-ass member of the family.

“Who’s an asshole?” A third cousin, Cade, slides up to our little huddle. His eyes go wide when he sees the look on my face. “Shit. Is CeCe about to go all badass on someone?”

“That’s what I said!” Vega is just tipsy enough to giggle even as she continues to soothe Violet.

I gesture to the couch and Cade goes still. I watch as his eyes narrow, jaw going rigid. “I’ll go for the face,” he says in a low voice. “You kick him in the balls.”

“Sounds good to me,” I mutter, already moving to pull my hair back into a ponytail.

“Okay, we’re not doing that,” Vega says, releasing Violet to slide between the two of us. “The semester hasn’t even started yet and I’m not calling your fathers for bail money tonight.”

“You can call my brothers then,” I growl. “I’m sure one of them will be good for it.”

“I just want to go home,” Violet hiccups.

“We’re not doing that, either,” Vega tells her. “What we’re going to do is go over there and tell that guy he’s an asshole, then the four of us are going to drink and dance and have a great fucking time.”

“I really don’t want—”

Vega turns to Violet, eyes flashing. “You are a Ransome, Violet,” she says sternly. “We do not go hide out and wallow when someone treats us badly.” She grins, the expression unsettlingly sinister on her lovely face. “We stand tall and show them what they’re missing.”

I breathe out a sigh of relief when Violet laughs at that. I know this idiot wasn’t the love of her life or anything. This heartbreak won’t be permanent. But I still don’t like seeing her upset.

To say my cousins and I are close is an understatement. The five of us—Violet’s twin brother, Ash, is off being pretentious at a coffee house poetry reading—were born within a few months of each other, so we’ve literally been together our whole lives. Add in the fact that our unusual families have always spent a shit ton of time together, and our group is basically inseparable.

When someone fucks with one of us, they get to deal with all of us.

As the stupid asshole on the couch is about to learn. “You ready?” I ask Violet. She takes several deep breaths while Vega wipes under Vi’s eyes and fluffs her hair for her.

“Gorgeous,” Vega says approvingly. “What a dumb loser that guy is.”

“Let’s go tell him that,” I say, grabbing her hand.

Violet doesn’t need to be dragged along and I’m so freaking proud of her when she takes the lead, marching across the room to the couch. She doesn’t wait for Travis to notice her. She leans right in and taps him on the shoulder, calm as anything.

“Vi!” His eyes go all big and scared. “What are you doing here? I thought you had that poetry thing with your brother.”

She smiles down at him. “I decided to come to the party, instead. Imagine my surprise when I saw you mauling some other girl’s face off.” She gives the make-out partner a little wave. “No offense, girlie. I’m betting you didn’t know what a two-timing asshole this guy is.”

“I definitely did not,” the girl says, glaring at the guy who just had his tongue down her throat.

Violet tsks. “Yeah, huge manwhore as it turns out.”

“Vi, it’s not what you—”

“Shut the fuck up,” Cade snaps.

But Violet remains smiling, her attention on the girl. “Honestly, I kind of saved you from some disappointment here. He’s totally boring in bed. Couldn’t find my clit with a map.”

Cade groans next to me. “Seriously Vi?” Vega laughs in delight.

“You can do way better,” Violet continues. She straightens, staring right at the dumb fucker. “And so can I.”

Then she turns on her heel, curtain of golden-brown curls swinging behind her, and marches off like a queen.

“Hell yeah!” Vega cries, following her. Cade, the diabolical bastard that he is, leans down and offers a hand to the fuming girl still glaring at Travis. “How ’bout you and I go get a drink,” he says in that sly, charming voice of his that girls somehow always seem to get taken in by. “Wash the taste of this loser away, yeah?”

Once they’re gone, I lean down so I’m right in Travis’s face. He looks shell-shocked, like he’s not exactly sure what just happened. “You got so lucky tonight,” I tell him. “My cousins didn’t want me to kick your ass.”

“CeCe—” he starts but I hold up a hand.

“Shut the fuck up, Travis. You fumbled the best girl at this university. And I promise you this—if you ever even talk to her again, there isn’t anyone at this school who could keep me from wrecking you. Do you understand?”

“Jesus,” he mutters, wiping a hand over his face. I growl and bring my foot up only to slam it down on the couch cushion in front of him, inches from his pathetic dick. He yelps and tries to push himself back.

“Next time, I won’t be so restrained,” I say brightly.

He glares up at me. “You’re a fucking psychopath, do you know that?”

I grin. “I’ve been told, yes.” I inch my foot forward and he yelps again. “And now you have this psychopath as an enemy. Well done.” I put my foot back on the floor and point a finger at him. “Leave Violet alone, asshole.”

Then I shake out my hair and turn to follow my cousins to the kitchen, where Vega is waiting with a beer for me.

“You just couldn’t help yourself, huh?” she asks, smirking.

I shrug as I take the bottle from her. “Just wanted to make sure we were all on the same page.” I turn my attention to Violet. “You did amazing.”

She manages a small smile. “It was kinda fun. Maybe I should try being a badass more often.”

“You know what a badass would do next?” Vega asks, reaching for Vi’s hands.

“Dance?”

“Hell yeah!”

As I follow Vi and Vega to the living room, I catch sight of some of my soccer teammates standing by the back door. I wave, feeling a little guilty. As one of the captains, I know the plan was to encourage team bonding when we suggested everyone come to the start-of-the-semester party tonight, and I’ve barely said a word to any of them.

But as much as soccer is my life, my cousins come first. Always.

The music is blaring in the living room, bodies crowding the small space. As we join the throng of people dancing, there are a plenty of eyes on us, but we’re used to that. It comes with the territory when you’re a member of one of the most famous families in the country.

Our fathers—Reed, Cash, Lennon, and Daltrey Ransom—released their first album back before any of us were even born. Uncle Daltrey had still been in high school when they left home for their first tour. Decades later, Ransom is considered one of the most successful rock bands of all time. The record label they started with their best friend, Levi, and our grandfather, has been cranking out hit after hit for years. Their fame has opened the door for some of their kids to enter the entertainment industry, too—acting, fashion design, reality TV.

So there’s never been a time in my life when people didn’t know who my family was. Of course, there are shitty moments that come along with that—finding out so-called friends are only using you to get access to rock stars, seeing cell phones covertly recording you when you’re just trying to walk across campus, people saying crap about your family behind a computer screen—but, for the most part, I’ve made peace with being a Ransom.

The two cousins I’m currently dancing with—along with Cade and Ash—are a big part of that. We’re the kind of close that goes deeper than friendship, deeper even than family. There’s no one else I’d rather go through this life with than the four of them. So I throw myself into dancing with my girls, not letting myself worry about anything else. Not even soccer. And definitely not worthless boys.

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The Last to Know is here!

The 4th book in the Lilac Bay series is now available! I have been looking forward to sharing Posey’s story since the start of this series. I’m so excited for you all to check it out and let me know what you think! You can get The Last to Know at all the ebook vendors

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Posey Conley has a perfectly happy life. A great job, a loving family, a wonderful group of friends—and she gets to live on Lilac Bay, the quirky little island she’s loved forever.

Plus, she’s engaged to a great guy. Even if Paul doesn’t quite get along with her loving family or her wonderful friends. Even if he spends a lot more time at work than on her beloved island. No relationship is perfect, right?

And then Posey bumps into Isaac Chase and suddenly she’s feeling uncertain about her perfectly happy life. Isaac is everything Posey is not—flirty, adventurous, brave, and never settled in one place. He’s also insanely hot.

And he just so happens to be her fiancé’s best friend.

The Ransome Brothers sneak peek!

Since we’re getting so close to release date, I thought I’d give you guys a little sneak peek of what I’ve been working on. This is the second chapter in book 6 of the Ransom series, The Ransome Brothers. Enjoy!

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Will

I sit alone at the bar, drinking a beer, more than two thousand miles from my boys, watching them on television.

Reed is off, I think, tilting my head toward the screen as if that might help me to hear better over the noise of the bar. Yeah, definitely off. Not much, barely noticeable to most people. But I’m not most people. And I always notice that kind of thing.

I squint at the screen, trying to get a clear view of my oldest son, but the camera is focused on Daltrey at the piano.  He looks pissed, I think. In fact, they all look pretty pissed. Cash is scowling, Lennon’s head is bent over his bass, his hair covering his eyes, and Daltrey has that flat expression on his face that says he would rather be anywhere else. And Reed…I don’t really want to think about how Reed looks right now as he subjects his drum kit to the frustration and anger I know he’s feeling.

Levi, the tour manager, is in New York with the band tonight, and probably knows what’s wrong with them, why they all seem like they’d rather be at a funeral than up there playing. I sigh, flexing my fingers against the bar so I don’t reach for my phone. I’m not supposed to be calling Levi. I’m supposed to be giving them space.

“Oh, I love this band,” a girl says, sliding up onto a stool further down the bar. “Aren’t they amazing?”

Her friend nods eagerly as she joins her. “So amazing. And gorgeous. Just look at Daltrey.”

“I’m more of a Cash girl myself,” the first girl giggles. “Those arms.”

They both sit quietly for a moment, watching. “They sound great,” the second one says. “Hey, didn’t you see them live last year?”

“Best concert ever,” the first girl says. She gestures at the TV screen. “I mean, listen to them. They’re crazy good live.”

I shake my head. It’s always hard for me to remember that the things I pick up on aren’t necessarily obvious to everyone else. I look at those boys and can read every emotion on their faces. Can hear every minor mistake they make. The average fan just sees a great band playing one of their hits.

“Need another beer?”

“Sure, thanks.” I slide my empty bottle across the bar, still not taking my eyes off the screen. They’re nearing the bridge and Cash had been having trouble with it the entire time we were in Europe.

“You must be a pretty big fan,” the bartender says as she places another Heineken in front of me. “You’ve barely blinked.”

I snort. Big fan. Yeah, you could say that.

My phone rings in my pocket and I grab it, eyes still glued to the TV. “Will,” I say.

“You’re watching?” Levi asks, and I exhale in relief. We had decided it would be better if I gave the boys some distance, but Levi must know it’s driving me crazy.

“Yeah. They sound good.”

“Yeah.” Levi’s quiet for a moment. “Reed’s off.”

“I didn’t want to mention it.”

Levi chuckles. “Not much point in me telling them. No performances on the horizon.” He clears his throat. “So we’re heading right to the airport from here. Anything you want them to know before they go their separate ways?”

I try to push away the stab of pain that comes with his words. It’s bad enough that I need someone else to keep me up to date on the comings and goings of my own kids, but it’s even worse that I need to rely on Levi to pass along information to them.

My sons aren’t taking my calls.

“Will?”

I can tell from Levi’s tone that the younger man is feeling sorry for me. Up on the TV, the camera zooms in on Daltrey’s hands.

“What’s Dalt’s problem?” I ask, unable to help myself. “Reed and Lennon being pissed off, I get…”

“Daisy stayed in Nashville with the baby,” Levi says. “It’s the first time he’s left them. He wasn’t thrilled about it.”

There’s another stab, this one deeper. “And Cash?”

“I think Cash is just annoyed that the rest of them are being pissy.”

“Any fights lately?”

Levi snorts. “Not any more than usual.”

“Just keep them from killing each other, Levi.”

“I always do.” He clears his throat again. “So…anything to pass along?”

“Just remind them of the conference call coming up.”

“Sure.” He’s quiet for a long moment. Up on the screen the boys are finishing up. “You gonna be on that call?”

I release the breath I’ve been holding. “I guess we’ll play that by ear.” I watch as they leave their instruments, gathering in the center of the stage to take their bows, arms around each other’s shoulders, the way they finish every performance. “Thanks for checking in, Levi. You have a good week off.”

“Will do.” He pauses. “Try to relax, okay, Will? You could use it.”

“Sure.” It’s a bullshit answer. Relaxing has never been something I’m particularly good at, and Levi knows it. “Safe flight, Son.”

“Talk to you soon.”

I end the call, slipping the phone back into my pocket. The TV is on a commercial now. I look down at my bottle. I should have gone for something stronger.

As if reading my mind, the bartender appears in front of me. “You made fast work of that one,” she says, reaching for my bottle. “Another?”

“I’ll take a whiskey. Neat. Glenfiddich if you have it.”

She makes a scathing noise in the back of her throat. “Take a look around, buddy. Do you think this is the kind of place that carries Glenfiddich? You can have Jack Daniels.”

Something in her wry tone has me looking up, really taking her in for the first time. It’s hard to tell in the dim light of the bar, but I think she might be about my age. So it’s a little surprising to notice the small silver hoop in her nose. She wears her hair in a short pixie cut—it suits her heart-shaped face. Tight jeans and a bright purple tank top show off her curves and I’m surprised to feel a rush of attraction. It’s been a long time since I’ve experienced that particular emotion. One of many things I just don’t have much time for.

She crosses her arms now, eyebrows raised. “So did you want the Jack Daniels or did you want to stare at me some more?”

Embarrassed, I straighten on the stool. “Jack would be great. Straight up.”

She taps the bar top with her palms. “Coming right up.”

I try not to watch her walk away—really, what’s the point? I have much bigger things to worry about at the moment. It’s difficult though. There’s something about the way she walks that makes me want to keep looking.

“Not bad,” a familiar voice says. I don’t bother to turn my head as Lee Lamar slides up onto the stool next to me. From the tone of his voice, I’m pretty sure my friend is also checking out the waitress. “Think she’d go for me?”

Annoyance prickles at me. “Not even for a minute.”

“You have no faith in me, old man.”

I finally turn to face Lee. “You’re late.”

“Couldn’t find the place.” Lee looks around the bar, his nose crinkling in distaste. “This is where you wanted to meet?”

I guess I can see where Lee is coming from. The Purple Cat does seem a little…odd. Though it definitely has a beachy vibe to it, little about the place fits in with the sleek Malibu neighborhood where it’s located. With its teak furniture, the turquoise and pink paint, bright paper lanterns hanging from the ceiling, and garish colored tin flamingos and dolphins hanging on the walls, it feels more like a kitschy Florida beach bar, the kind of place in which you might expect to hear an overabundance of Jimmy Buffett blaring from the speakers.

“It’s half a block from my condo,” I point out.

“Well, I guess if they have cold beer I’m not complaining.” Lee grins as the waitress approaches again, my drink in her hand. “Hey, gorgeous. How’re you doing tonight?”

She settles a flat expression on him. “Pretty tired, actually,” she says, sliding me my whiskey. “I’ve been busy castrating all the slime ball creeps who think they can hit on me.”

I snort as Lee’s eyes go wide with surprise and something that looks a lot like fear. This lady is definitely more than he bargained for.

“Please ignore him,” I tell the waitress. “They don’t usually let him out of the zoo.”

She shoots me a quick smile before turning back to Lee and it’s almost as if the room tilts, suddenly. Damn. That’s some smile. “What are you drinking, zoo boy?”

“Miller,” he mumbles.

“I’ve got Bud,” she says, already moving off to get the beer, not bothering to wait for him to agree.

“I like her,” Lee says under his breath. “Why do I always like the ones who are mean to me?”

“Because you subconsciously feel guilty for the way you treat women and you think you should be punished?” I suggest.

Lee makes a face at me. “God, you’re probably right. Still, she’s pretty hot…”

His voice trails off as the waitress returns, and I smirk. Lee is obviously afraid of her. And as I let my eyes settle on her no-nonsense expression, I can’t really blame him.

“You guys want food?” she asks, leaning against the bar, her hip jutting out to her side. I struggle to keep my eyes off that curve. “Burgers here are pretty good.”

“Burgers would be great,” I say, picking up my drink as I slide off the stool. I nod towards one of the booths at the back of the room. We’re going to need some privacy for this conversation. And I’m starting to think I could use some space from the increasingly distracting waitress. “We’ll be back there.”

“Gill,” she bellows over her shoulder. “Two burgers and fries.”

“You got any turkey burgers?” Lee asks, patting his stomach. “Trying to watch the old figure.” The waitress crosses her arms, looking at him, and Lee clears his throat. “Or, you know, whatever you have will be fine.”

“They’ll be out in a minute,” she says, turning away to wipe the counter. I’m still laughing at him when we reach the booth.

“I like her too,” I tell my friend. “I like how she doesn’t take your shit.”

“Whatever,” Lee says, sliding into the booth. “You want to hear this or not?”

I take a long drink of my whiskey, having the feeling I’m going to need it. “I want to hear it.”

Lee leans across the table, his face uncharacteristically grim. “They’re not happy.”

I scowl. “Shit, Lee, I knew that.”

Lee holds my gaze. “I think you guys need to lawyer up, Will.”

My stomach sinks. I’d been hoping it wouldn’t come to that. “Tell me.”

So my old friend—and inside source at the band’s record label—lays it out for me. The suits are pissed, and rightly so. They’re out a ton of money on the canceled world tour, and the band’s refusal to even talk about rescheduling is not helping to soothe the anger.

“They understood about altering the schedule after Lennon’s accident,” Lee says, not meeting my eye. There’s a pang in my chest at the word accident, like always, but I push it aside. I can’t let myself go down that road right now. “They felt like the limited Europe tour was a good compromise at the time. But the plan was always to get on the road for a full tour after that. And now they’re not hearing anything from your end…they’re talking about protecting their investment. And that means lawyers and contract fights and all that nasty stuff.”

I release a breath, leaning back in the booth. I obviously knew the label was upset—Ransom is currently in breach of contract, and everyone takes that shit pretty seriously. But I’d hoped that between me and Lee we’d be able to hold them off for the foreseeable future. At least until things are more settled.

“I’m assuming,” Lee says, his tone cautious, “that you guys haven’t discussed touring lately?”

I could have laughed. The thought of approaching the band with plans for a tour is ridiculous. I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be getting out of that particular meeting without broken bones.

“I’ll take that as a no,” Lee says, watching my face. “Do the boys even know anything about this?”

“No,” I say sharply. “And I want to keep it that way. They have…there’s enough on their plates right now, okay?”

Lee is quiet for a moment. He doesn’t know all the details of what happened with the Ransome family over the last few months, but he knows enough not to push. “Look, there’s one thing I can think of that might pacify them,” he says, and from his expression I can tell that I’m not going to like hearing whatever he has to say.

The waitress appears at our table then, two plates in her hand, and Lee beams up at her with what he clearly thinks is an enticing grin. “He doesn’t give up, does he?” she asks me, setting our plates down.

“Hardly ever,” I say, surprised to find that I’m smiling at her in spite of the way my stomach is still churning from the contract talk. “It’s kind of sad, really.”

“Pathetic,” she agrees. “You guys need anything else?”

“We’re good.”

She nods once and heads back to the bar, both of us watching as she walks away. I manage to pull my attention away first, snapping my fingers in front of Lee’s eyes. “You were saying?”

Lee shakes his head, as if trying to clear it—there really is something about that waitress—and reaches for his burger. “Tommy was floating the idea of a residency.”

What?” Half the patrons in the bar turn to us at the sound of my outraged cry.

Lee rolls his eyes. “Just listen.”

“They’re not doing a residency,” I snap. “What the hell, Lee? You think I’m going to let them end up in some Vegas dive like a bunch of washed up lounge singers?”

“No one said anything about Vegas,” Lee says calmly. “Though I should point out that entire scene has changed, Will. These pop stars that have set up shop down there are top of the game, you know? We’re talking tens of millions of dollars. Britney Spears, Lady Gaga—”

“Ransom aren’t pop stars,” I growl.

Lee holds up his hand. “Fine. But, again, we’re not talking Vegas. I’m just saying, residency is a viable option for top-tier talent. Springsteen is doing several months in New York, you know. And Billy Joel is doing the same at Madison Square Garden. We’re talking dozens of shows.”

I rub my chin. “Would it have to be New York?”

“Not necessarily. LA would probably be an option. Couple years ago Prince set up at the Forum for twenty-one shows. The band becomes the destination, you know? And Ransom has the pull to fill a stadium for an extended run.” Lee’s eyes drift down to the table. “Either way, there’s talk about tying it into a special.”

“We’ve recorded concerts before,” I point out.

Lee still doesn’t meet my eyes. “They were thinking some behind-the-scenes stuff—”

“No reality show,” I bark.

“Not a reality show,” Lee says quickly. “More like…a documentary. A full on Ransom special. This could be big bucks, Will. That would appease the label. They have some interest from HBO and Netflix…”

I give him a sharp look. “They’re that far ahead in the planning and they haven’t talked to me yet?”

Lee sighs. “They’re talking to you now. I didn’t come here out of the goodness of my heart, buddy.”

I shake my head. “They sent you.”

Lee offers a weak smile. “Sorry I didn’t tell you earlier. I wanted to get a sense of where you were before you put on that dealing-with-the-label front you’re so good at.”

I suppose I can’t blame the guy. I have a reputation as a hard-ass when it comes to this stuff. But it’s always been my job to stand up for my kids, to get the best for them. And that’s stillmy job, even now. Even if none of them want to talk to me.

I release a sigh, rubbing at my forehead. I always seem to have a headache lately. “Just talk to them,” Lee says. “They’re smart boys. You know they don’t wantto be in breach of contract.”

They don’t even know they are, I think.

Lee’s still talking. “This would get them off the hook and still let them be settled somewhere, right? Isn’t that what this is all about? You told me they needed a little consistency.”

“I said they needed a break.”

Lee shrugs. “A string of concerts in the same place sounds like a break to me. They won’t have to be on a bus. No airplanes. They can sleep in the same bed every night, get to know one city. Doesn’t seem too bad.”

There was a time when the boys probably would have jumped at the chance to perform in one place for an extended period of time. But that was before everything got so fucked up. Now I don’t know if they’ll be willing to play a single show. Just look at their TV performance tonight—they’re pissed and they’re tired and playing music is the last thing on any of their minds.

“Will.” Lee sets down his burger. “Tell them what’s going on. See what they say.” He waits until I make eye contact. “But you should do it soon, because the big guys are going to want to bring it up during the conference call.”

I release a breath. Less than two weeks. Great. Plenty of time to get my kids to forgive me for lying to them about their mother for their entire lives and putting their brother’s life in danger. Sure.

“I will,” I tell Lee.

He seems more relieved than I would have thought and I wonder just how angry the label actually is. We both turn our attention to our burgers, not talking while we eat. I have no clue how I’m going to get my boys in the same room as me. Lennon will be the easiest, I figure. Maybe Daltrey, too. But I have a feeling Reed will flat out refuse.

Maybe I can get Levi to talk to them, I think bitterly.

“Hey,” Lee says suddenly, dropping his burger. “I totally forgot to ask—how’s the baby, gramps?”

“Gramps, eh?”

I look up to see the waitress returning with fresh drinks, one eyebrow raised, a smirk on her face. I’m not sure if I should be annoyed at Lee for letting that detail fly in front of the very attractive woman—or if I should be grateful that she’s chosen this moment to approach. Because now maybe I won’t have to admit to my old friend that I haven’t seen my granddaughter since she went home from the hospital.

“This old man?” Lee asks, grinning at her. “Of course he’s a grandfather. He whittles wood on the front porch and yells at the kids to keep it down and everything.”

The waitress hands me my drink, meeting my gaze as she smiles. “Funny. I wouldn’t say you look anywhere near old enough to be a grandfather.”

There’s something in her tone, something almost flirtatious, that I find I like very much. Even more than I like the sullen expression on Lee’s face—he still isn’t on her good side.

“The baby is only a few months old,” I tell her.

She puts her hands on her hips. “Well? Do I get to see this baby or not?”

I grab my phone from my pocket, pulling up a close-up photo of Rose in the hospital, trying not to think about how long ago that was. The waitress leans over my shoulder to look and I catch a whiff of her perfume, something flowery, almost delicate, the last thing I would have expected from this take-no-prisoners chick. Somehow that makes me like it even more.

“Aww,” she says, looking down at the picture. “What a sweetie. Name?”

“Rose.”

She looks over at me, her face very close in this position, and narrows her eyes a little. “I can see the resemblance, gramps.”

I’m finding it kind of hard to breathe with her this close, and I wonder what in the hell is wrong with me. I’m way too old to be getting breathless over a woman.

“Look at that hair,” she’s looking at the photo again. “Babies don’t usually have so much, you know.”

My eyes go back to the photo, that familiar stab of pain shooting through my chest. “She looks like her dad,” I murmur. “He had the exact same hair when he was a baby.” I can still see Daltrey the day he was born, the image burned into my brain. That shock of white hair, so much like Reed’s. I’d brought all the boys up to the hospital to see their little brother, lining them up in a love seat, placing the baby in Reed’s arms. Daltrey had cried, tiny Lennon covering his ears, while Reed sat stock-still, like he was afraid to move. Cash just looked bored.

“Looks like you’ve got a lot to be proud of,” Ruby says. And then she’s placing her hand on my shoulder, the pressure soft and gentle, and I have the strangest thought that she could somehow hear the pain in my words.

“Yeah,” I mumble, putting the phone back in my pocket while she straightens.

“Better get back to it,” she says. “Enjoy the rest of your food.”

As she leaves, I sense Lee’s eyes on me. “You okay?”

“Fine,” I say, reaching for my burger.

“Will—”

“It’s fine. Look, I’ll talk to the boys, okay? I’m not promising they’ll go for it, but I’ll talk to them.”

Lee grins as he grabs the last fry off my plate. “You’ve always been able to convince those boys of anything.”

And that,I think morosely, no longer at all hungry, is exactly the problem.

***

Where Your Heart Is, available now!

Where Your Heart Is has arrived! This is the first book in a brand new series that I’ve been working on for AGES! Seriously, it feels like I’ve been hanging out with these characters for a year without being able to talk about them with anyone! So I’m very excited to finally release the people of Lilac Bay out into the wild. I really hope you like the first book in the new series. Yay!

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Two Brand New Lovestruck Stories!

There are two brand new Lovestruck stories releasing today!

The first is Lovestruck at Christmas, a holiday novella about Lizzie, Thomas, and all of their family and friends. I’m a giant sucker for anything Christmas related, so I had a really good time writing this one. I hope you like it as much as I do!

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The second Lovestruck story is called Sofie and the Movie Star. You can find this brand new story in the LOL Anthology #2, along with nine other original romantic comedy stories by some of my favorite authors. You get all ten stories for only $.99!

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Lovestruck Forever!

The next book in the Lovestruck series is now available for Kindle and Nook. This is the third (but not last!) installation of Lizzie and Thomas’s story. If you haven’t read the first book, Lovestruck in London, I’ve put it on sale at $.99 for a limited time. I hope you check them out!

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I can see clearly now…

Well, almost.

I got LASIK surgery on Saturday. It’s something I’ve always wanted to do. I’ve been in glasses for twenty years and I loathe them. Really, I do. I hate exercising in them, I hate that I can’t see in the shower, I hate that I can’t see when I’m swimming, I hate that I can’t see when Lucy wakes me up in the middle of the night with doggy kisses (At least, I think they’re doggy kisses. I can’t see. For all I know they’re monster kisses). I have contacts and I hate them too. I think they’re hard to put in and harder to take out and they generally give me a headache.

So the idea of not having to deal with contacts or glasses was incredibly tempting to me. I researched it a lot and finally decided to use some of my hard earned royalty money on fixing my eyes.

If anyone is considering it I suggest you do your research. There are pros and cons and lots of information to consider. Personally, I opted to get an insurance package with mine which would cover any “enhancements,” or corrections, that I might need. My doctor recommended this because my vision was so bad. The procedure itself was pretty simple. I won’t go into gory details but I will say it was incredibly fast and painless, though I did find it very uncomfortable and quite freaky. If they offer you Valium, take it. It helps. Love the lovely Valium!

Post surgery I had some issues. My eyes burned like mad for a good five hours, and they watered constantly that entire time. The constant feeling that something is poking your eye is hard to ignore. But I got through that stretch and noticed improvement right away. I have to say, I’ve been a little jealous of all those people who say they woke up the next day with perfect vision. Those people stink. I woke up the next day with improved vision, but not perfect. It still isn’t perfect. It seems to be great for a while then I slip back into blurry. I’m wearing reading glasses for using the computer and I have my kindle set to a pretty high font for reading. I did get to drive today, and that was awesome. So I’m keeping my fingers crossed it will continue to improve and maybe I won’t need corrections. If I do, I’ll have to wait four months. And four months of seeing like this would suck.

You know what doesn’t suck? My family. Particularly my mom, and dad, and my sister, Hannah. My parents took care of me all weekend, driving me to my appointments and to get my medicine. This was particularly nice of my dad as he is still suffering the painful effects of the Great Old-Man Trampoline Debacle of 2012. My mom made sure I took my eye drops and made me delicious food AND she even took Luce out for her walks. And when they both had to leave for the evening Hannah came over and took care of me. Seriously, how lucky am I?

(The answer is very, very lucky)

So here’s hoping my vision keeps getting better. It’s kind of important for me, being a writer and all. Even more so, I need to be able to read. The thought of having difficulty reading is one of the scariest things I can imagine. How would I get by without it? I love reading more than just about anything else on Earth (minus the people I love, of course. And Lucy). Before surgery I was in the waiting room reading a kind of crappy chick-lit. Before I went in I had a terrible thought–if something goes wrong and this is the last book I ever read, I’m gonna be pissed. Luckily I can already read somewhat with the bigger font on kindle. Thank God for that. But I promise here and now I will never take my ability to read whatever I want, whenever I want, for granted. It’s way too precious.

So what are you reading that you’re grateful for?